Almost every time I'm alone, I seem to be thinking about anything and everything. While this might seem like a good thing, it's been going on for years and it's the feeling that your brain can't switch off even if I wanted to. Conceptualisation,planning, probability, imagination, possibility, calculations, what if scenarios. Just a few of the things currently running through my head at this point in time. Of course, coupled with the distrust of people, paranoia sets in and as such I start to think about what people think of me, being self-conscious and overdoing it. As much as I wish for it to stop, it won't. Just like a clock, no matter how much you tell it to stop, the only way is to take out the batteries. This is my burden and my blessing. This makes the the clock tick properly.