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A post in such a long time. But not like anyone looks at this blog anyway. I've always had some weird ability to be able to do something without having done it before or rather, learn it much faster than others would. For example: Ice skating. Prior to my first time skating, I have never touched a pair of ice skates but I was able to skate within a mere 30 mins, not falling once. It went to the point that I was running on ice (literally) XD. Happens to cycling too. Not the running I mean. Maybe my past life did these kinda stuff really well and it sorta transferred over. Kinda like a rebirth from Disgaea 2. Currently getting the urge to PLEH THE PIANO and PHOTOSHOP RANDOMZ STUFF. No idea why though. Learnt Dango Daikazoku, Amazing grace, when the saints come marching in, bits and pieces of songs. Attempting to learn touhou songs e.g Bad Apple.

Went to Japan and back. MUST GO THERE NEXT YEAR AGAIN!

Somehow, I keep wishing i knew how people were feeling about me, like if i did something wrong or pissed them off, or if someone liked me but I didn't realise it until it was too late. People keep telling me that I cant sense the mood and I guess they are right. I am one socially and emotionally inept person with nothing going for me at this moment. I guess life could be worse... I could be unemployed, balding, senile and a virgin. Anyway, I also wonder how many people would cry if I disappeared one day without a word, probably could count them on one hand. Perhaps I should try that and risk losing my friendship them XD. Then i'd probably know the answer to my previous question.


Black Star
One of unparalleled brilliance, deeper and darker than that of the night sky but yet, sparkling with utmost radiance that would melt the coldest ice. If anyone were to look into this marvel, it shows a reflection of one's deepest and darkest fears akin to the darkness of the night. Did you know, on the other side of a black hole, there exists a black star?

(I don't even know why I'm writing any of this. Ask my random and incoherent brain why it thinks of stuff like this)

Another day in my life. Another presentation to do. Another pile of work on my table. I have never felt so much boredom and mundane simplicity in any other time of my life. Being called to hendon camp just to waste an entire day in commando camp when I might not even get in. I heard, the vocational assessment was just a farce, it did not mean anything at all. My thoughts are being incoherent, my speech inarticulate, probably due to too much spray painting and using glue >.<. Going to sign some work papers later to start working as a temp staff with 7 per hour at HSA. Somehow, I hope that i'll have enough time for my stuff after school ends tomorrow, but I doubt I will. I'm supposed to be working on my report now so gotta go. Cya

Seems like my shooting star wishes didn’t come true at all. I don’t wish to forget about her, because there were never any bad memories during my time with her. Keep the good, throw away the bad I say. 8 Shooting stars. 8 Wishes. I wished to be with her forever, for us to be happy, to have twins with her and to be able to take care of her. It seems kind of naïve and innocent when you look back at it. But that is what I truly wanted, even now. Je t’aime always.

Well, my girlfriend just broke up with me. A few days ago. On Christmas. Over MSN. I kinda expected it coming cos I had this gut feeling that there was something wrong while she was on the cruise. It’s weird, it’s like telepathy or something. Well, I have nothing but good memories of her. Not sure if she feels the same way. She broke up with me cos she had her priorities and I respect that. Her studies are more important, I wish for what’s best for her, for her to be happy. This has been a broadcast from my mind, stay tuned for more emotional stuff in about I dunno…2 years? C’est la vie

finally decided to blog again on a whim XD. the happiest day of my life so far: 17th November, the day her and I were basking in the starlit (that night was cloudy dammit!) sky and embracing each other in what felt like eternity. I honestly thought i'd never be able to get someone, I even told her that and ironically, it turned out to be her. Things just happened and I'm enjoying every second with her! List of stuff that happened chronologically since last post: Completed FYP, took exams, started attachment, got to know her, talked over msn, skype and sms, she broke up, (i got raped D:), went meteor showers together, got together, (marriage proposal over msn >< i phailzzz ORZ)

Happy go lucky, narcissistic, psychotic, easy going slacker ish me 8D

written at 1.30 which explains my inchoerent babble