Individualism: the concept of distincting yourself from others through any means necessary. By expressing yourself in any action that you do, you are practising individualism unless you are mimicing someone or imitating someone. "Being like everyone else is just boring!" -Suzumiya Haruhi. The motto that is true and will always be true. So far most of the things I have done are to defy the stereotypes of people such as not looking like an otaku but being one. Doing insane things and doing the things that people would normally not do(e.g climbing a hillside) are things that define me. We all need to do more crazy stuff!

Feels like I haven't posted in a while... Oh well, here goes! I'm going to be living with my uncle who's coming to Singapore for a while( only a few weeks!) and I'll be away from my family for like a while or maybe even longer. My uncle is coming to Singapore to settle some stuff then he'll be on his way back to new zealand to go look for a job and settle down(hopefully) and I should be staying at an apartment in Ang Mo Kio during that time. I'm actually looking forward to just moving out of my house even for a while beecause...everything in my house is like run down. NO running water, Way too messy and yeah, this is as bad as it gets. I'm most bothered about the water issue so I might consider living in Ang Mo Kio until I get a job or something.

Not sure if this is kinda off topic cuz its just a ritual i read online and i doubt anyone will want to try it.

Anyone heard of the "hittori kakurenbo"? As in Hide and Seek alone? some of you might have heard it while playing this horror DS game.

Not sure if its real or fake though. Not really expecting anyone here to try it cuz there's alot of factors that will make it difficult to proceed especially we live in singapore. Just wanted to share it. =D

but can only have 1 participant. and it'll take kinda long for the whole process and the purpose is to exorcist or get rid of u-know-wat..... i think.Sounds interesting at first, but seriously will anyone dare to try? I read the procedure already scared liao. It looks kinda dangerous though.

Anyway if anyone interested for a read and the procedures...its in jap and i cant really understand everything....OTL

http://ja.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%81%...82%93%E3%81%BC

http://www20.atwiki.jp/hitorikakurenbo/pages/12.html

Anyway here's wat i understand with my minimal jap skills...with random own comments in brackets. =X

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Prepare the following items:

-Soft toy with 2 arms and 2 legs.
-Uncooked rice
-Red string
-Sharp item...e.g Knife, penknife, something sharp enough to stab through cloth etc etc
- One cup of salt water.

Preparation:

-Replace the toy stuffing with the uncooked rice.(So kids, please make sure u are using a CHEAP toy and not some MetoYou teddy bears yeah?~ And tell ur mama u r donating some rice to the needy instead of telling them u are stuffing it into a toy thats going to be destroyed.)
-Dump in your chipped off nail/hair/any part of yourself in as well.
-Sew the toy up with the red strings.
-Tie the remaining red string around the soft toy body.
-Give that thing a name. (Let's use "XXX" for now.)

Seeking:

-Start at 3am. (Whut?!)
-Repeat "最初の鬼はXXX" 3 times to the toy.(It's gonna sound damn weird for other languages manz...)
-Go to the bathroom.(remember to clear ur bladder for wats to come.)
-Dump the toy into the bathtub.(Looks like this game is for the rich ppl with bathtubs...or only for japanese where most of them have bathtubs?)
-Fill the bathtub with water enough to cover/drown the toy. (....if u care for ur bill, dun play this too much.)
-Switch off all electric appliances in your house besides the TV. Leave it at some channels where u can only see statics.(woot eco-friendly rituals. Do this after drowning ur toy so u get to walk ard the house as if searching for it? nah let's not waste time. NEXT.)
-Close your eyes and count to 10.
-Hold the knife/sharp object and go back to the bathroom. (if u bo liao enough, try the tip-toe-stalking style of walking... =_=)
-Take out the drowned toy and say "XXX見つけた". (.....like....yeah obviously it'll still be there la...)
-Stab that toy with the knife. (....so freaking make sure its a cheap toy that is stab-able with sharp objects...and ur knife is sharp enough.)
-Say "次はXXXが鬼" to it and dump it back into the bathtub.
-Run to hide immediately.

Hiding(Things to take note):

-Do not go out of the house.
-Make sure all electrical appliances are switched off besides the TV. Guess its something to do with the static field or whatever they call it.
-EXTREME IMPORTANT: Take the cup of salt water with you.
-Shut your mouth while hiding.
-2hrs of play. Have fun. =D
-Make sure no one is coming home and interrupt the game. Who knows what's gonna happen if they suddenly barge in and oops? So why not try this game when u are living alone and is damn bored? Like....REEEAAALL bored.=D

Ending the game:

-Hold half a mouthful of salt water in your mouth and get out from where you are hiding. (WITH the rest of the salt water in the cup.and can i end the game like..within 5mins? Why do the players get to be the catcher for 1 min and the ghosts get to be the catcher for 2hrs! no wait...they are the catcher aka ghost forever....shit. This isnt a fair game from the start WTF!)
-Go back to the bathroom.
-Fucking hold the water in no matter what you see or feel in the house.
-Look for the toy in the bathroom. (...good for you if its still there.)
-Once you found it, pour the remaining salt water from the cup onto the toy.
-Spit the salt water from your mouth onto it as well....Or was it to spray it... (Eww?)
-Say "私の勝ち" 3 times to it. Game over~
-Burn the toy after this...(yeah so make sure its reeeaaaal cheap.)
-Erm.....as for the knife stuck in that toy....up to u loh. Wan to leave it with the toy and destroy or let ur mum use it for cooking next time......yikes.




Sounds interesting...Might try it sometime... =D

Everything looks alright on the outside, a confident man strides into the cafe brimming with positiveness. He orders a coffee with a charming smile and thanks the waitress with a generous tip. It was probably one of his good days, where something good happened to him. He takes out a newspaper and begins to read it, slowly flipping the pages and with utmost concentration on the articles. The moment he leaves, he hails a cab and with the same charming smile, asks the driver to take him to his house. Upon entering his house, his smile fades, his eyes begin to tear and his aura was that of negativity. Everything looks alright on the outside. Everything was tearing him up inside but he did not show this weakness to anyone but the mirror. The confident man was now a sobbing wreck, as he cried himself silently to try and forget everything after his eyes close.


*hates waiting for long hair to dry* it's always like an hour or so staring straight into a fan just to get every strand dry. *wishes he has a can of hairspray to do weird and reckless things to his hair* XD

I've gone and done the wrong thing again... Now my confession was screwd up and "that" person hates me i guess... she doesn't know that i read here blog and she's known that i've liked her for a long time already. Perhaps i scared her, and hurt myself in the process. NO, she didn't feel anything at all. No guilt, no sadness just another day someone comes and says i love you. Perhaps it's hopeless, she wants me to forget her and just be friends. It's been a painful 6 months and it looks like it'll be even more painful from here on out to try and be her friend. So i suppose, maybe just let it go, it might be less painful. I'll try to be stronger so i'll never need any support.Ever...

Sick of stereotypes, people making me out to be something that i'm not. assuming i'm a foreigner, assuming i'm someone who's a gangster.. .etc the list goes on... people need to stop judging me and stereotyping me just because i look like "that" kind of person. Because of their assumptions, their first impression of me is already ingrained into their heads as "that" kind of person.




talking to the wall on the internet is phun, you needs to do it too!

Watching anime, cosplaying ,attempting 3d art and photoshop, doing flash and learning things totally not related my course. LOL this is going to be the downfall of me sooner or later. Being too diverse is a good thing but not being good in any of them is like failing ORZ. On an unrelated note, I found someone's blog on facebook! Of the least possible places to find it LOL.


Facebook, friendster and myspace are evil! they make you socialise! It's even worse than coke! at least coke had cocaine back in the old days.

I've always wondered... the concept of souls,and the human body. And I've always felt the difference between other people and me. My soul was always different I guess. I keep thinking that I have the soul of a girl trapped within a my body. Who knows, it might be true, after all some fortune tellers can see it. This probably attributed to how much of a girl I look like and my behaviour.

The mystical and imperishable night of the the other world. It only opens once a year to those who seem despondent and desire an escape to the realm of illusions and fantasies that appease one's lonely heart.