Somehow, I keep wishing i knew how people were feeling about me, like if i did something wrong or pissed them off, or if someone liked me but I didn't realise it until it was too late. People keep telling me that I cant sense the mood and I guess they are right. I am one socially and emotionally inept person with nothing going for me at this moment. I guess life could be worse... I could be unemployed, balding, senile and a virgin. Anyway, I also wonder how many people would cry if I disappeared one day without a word, probably could count them on one hand. Perhaps I should try that and risk losing my friendship them XD. Then i'd probably know the answer to my previous question.


Black Star
One of unparalleled brilliance, deeper and darker than that of the night sky but yet, sparkling with utmost radiance that would melt the coldest ice. If anyone were to look into this marvel, it shows a reflection of one's deepest and darkest fears akin to the darkness of the night. Did you know, on the other side of a black hole, there exists a black star?

(I don't even know why I'm writing any of this. Ask my random and incoherent brain why it thinks of stuff like this)