Just cut my hair for attachment coming up soon, planning to have a new identity soon =D maybe after my attachment or something such that people won't recognise me or something. The thought of attachment makes me think about achievments and why you need to have a nice piece of paper that says you can do such and such or you are . Honestly, even without that paper, you can do that but nobody will hire you because you don't have that piece of PAPER. That's why freelance jobs are probably better for those without that piece of paper. Without any paper stating your qualifications, you can't work, you can't eat, you die. So my life depends on a piece of paper( I know I'm exaggerating but who cares?).

Life's wasting away again... I can't help but wonder that my I seem to exist just do defy most of the stereotypes and assumptions that people percieve others to be. For example, I so happen to be geeky/nerdy to a certain extent without looking like one and an otaku at the same time and looking foreign even though my parents are Singaporean and having an english accent that further amplifies the chances of me being mistaken for a foreigner. Not that its a bad thing XD (stuff i can lie about are fun). Gah so much stuff to do and i'm still procrastinating -.-


Moon Chime
There's a little trinket in this world that heralds the eclipse once in a while. It seems like once a person attains that trinket, eternal happiness is merely a step away and he or she is a bearer of night in the day. With eternal youth, they roam until the trinket chimes thirty and that is where they depart to Eden.

Cant sleep, holidays are here, just feel like slacking but there's so much work to be done. Think I screwed my common test though, cramming everything into my head the night b4 dosen't seem to work well so i tried memorizing by writing down key points but there were too many points >.> so i ended up forgetting the important ones XD . Sometimes, i wonder if this really is reality, kinda of like the matrix ya know? Except of harvesting our energies for the machines, i'm just a person inside a VR simulator to condition my mind such that I have a different personality when I wake up. Kinda like a personality reset by inducing a standardised amount of factors to obtain an expected response from the individual. Feels like a mind control to a certain extent, making you take a predetermined choice of action without you knowing. Oh well won't know my results unless I see them.