Whoo! so much stuff to do and so little time! I'm screwed, like epicly. I need to finish everything for that person. No matter what cost, must present something for her to see and admire.(at least I hope so) Oh well, whatever happens, happens. After all, the future is never predetermined.(at least I think so)




Determination, the aspect of my life that is missing, wishing to see it and the face which carries it majestically and proudly. I believe that I have found it, the strong individual that always carries the smile of determination.

Tired. Tired of helping people. People keep asking me things that I think they already know. Anytime they ask for my help, I'm reluctant but I can't refuse them. Maybe I'm too soft, who knows? Maybe I'm just afraid of them thinking bad of me if I don't help, who knows? Found the right answer to my life in a person I think, then again who knows what they truly want?





It's really painful to see someone you know in pain and torture and you know you cant do anything about it at all. Its not that you don't want to but you just don't know how to help, because it might make it worse.

Life never was really simple, as much as I hoped it would be. Finding out that a person is content looking at the person he loves and knowing that she's happy makes me feel...uncertain. Because, I don't know if I can give her happiness. Is it a win-win situation if I make her happy and the person is content? Or have I just taken away someone's chance at true happiness? I wish I knew the answer.




Luck is all too relative, people believe that god has created fate for everyone. That something was supposed to happen at a predetermined time and location. People that believe in luck however, such as I, think that something just happened because of luck and an undetermined fate that we just happened to be in the wrong spot and wrong time and vice versa. Although I might be grouping everyone together when I said people who believe in luck. Because its all too relative.

School starting soon, cramped schedule + hectic classes= hell on earth. Trying to find a way to kill myself physically and mentally, not emotionally, that one is already gone.


If you can hear nothing, nothing becomes a sound therefore, absolute nothing is equal to a sound and that means zero is something. What if that "nothing" wasn't nothing at all but just a cover sound for the real sound of nothing?